Yesterday I was having a serious case of the bad mood blues... I woke up in a bad mood, and everything was irritating me. We went to the skatepark and I was irritated. We took Nixon on a walk, he pooped and I didn't have a doggy bag and I was irritated. I went to the bathroom to get toilet paper to clean it, they were out. I was irritated. I went in the boys bathroom, grabbed toilet paper, cleaned it up, went back to the bathroom to wash my hands and there was no soap. I was irritated. We went home and I went to make Miles lunch and we haven't been grocery shopping in 3 weeks so there was no food. I was irritated. And the worst part is, I knew I was being irrational. I even told Miles that I was sorry I was in such a bad mood and that I was trying to change my mood, but I couldn't get out of my funk. So I gave myself a pedicure, baked some cookies, and I started thinking of the things that without fail always make me happy. Photography. So I called Nikki and we went for a drive with my camera and had an photoshoot in a buttercup field in Hermitage, TN. It was gorgeous! The lighting was perfect, the buttercups were wonderful, there were horses in the field and they were beautiful, it was just perfect. And I had a blast. It totally shook my bad mood blues right out of me.
I love photography. I love everything about it. I love capturing memories for people and for myself. I love finding intimate moments where two people look at each other, vulnerable to one another's love. I love trying to find little secrets that people keep. I love looking through the view finder and seeing something different, something beautiful. I love color and lighting. I love meeting new people and hearing their stories. I love everything about being a photographer.
So I thought I would share a little bit of my therapy. I took some pictures of Nikki and she took a few of me. Nikki is a fantastic model. She knows how to move, how to pose, and she understands light. For having taken only an Intro to Photo class my sister's got some talent behind the camera as well, does she not? I'm impressed... I've been trying to get her to be my second shooter for awhile, but she's resisting.
I promise you, I'm not conceited. I just wanted to show a few of the pictures that Nikki took as well. She's not too shabby behind the camera huh?